There's something about taking a thought as far out as it can go that really revs me up.
January 11, 2012
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I Can, you CAN’T!
I feel myself just saying “You know what? You have messed up so much more so back off!” Then, before I can say anything, I realize “you’re sensitive because they’re not stoping. DON’T be a hypocrite. !”
So here I sit, taking what’s being “dished”. Ugh…..
December 30, 2011
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Theory of an English Woman
I’ve nearly 30 songs, wafting about my mind right now. All in different vanes, tempos, and instrumental masterpieces. This….this vision I have is so hard to stop, man. I feel like I’m in this….this creation bubble you know? Like I’m using creativity at it’s fullest. I’m vibrating, salivating, and entertaining the fact that this might be what it feels like to receive my freedom; Saraswati is granting me moksha and I’ve accepted it. Like…ACTUALLY accepted! I’ve a slight worry about me; the worry being that this will soon leave.
Now I’ve only questions…how do I maintain?
December 29, 2011
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A Lesson on Fear
It attacks slowly; it sneaks under your red flag radar and continues to dig into an already too powerful paranoia of missed experiences. Before you know it, you’ve developed a fear of something and a complex to go with it. Now you’re stuck; now you only see what you cannot do and why you cannot. You begin blaming everyone and everything for your fear.
This is my question: who says this “thing” is something to fear? I mean, it’s scary right? But why? What makes it so scary you can’t get past it? I hate when I burn myself but, I’m not afraid to; I don’t avoid all hot things. This is where my head goes. Follow me on this: why am I not afraid of burning myself? Well, it’s not likely that I will. Why isn’t it? Well, I know how to handle myself around….hot…..things? Silly, yes, but seemingly I find the best answers are simple, dare I say, remedial things. I know how to handle myself in a “hot” situation because I was taught the necessary steps to ensure I knew what I was doing. THAT’S IT, ISN’T IT? BAM! Right there…I said it: I know how to do it.
So now, when I am afraid of something I’m forced to the point of honesty:
Alpha: Why does this scare you?
Alphuh: Because I don’t know what I’m doing!
Alpha: Then learn and move on
Facts: Study, learn, move forward, and allow fear to be a foreign feeling.
May 21, 2011
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Quite specific!
August 28, 2009
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Absolute Fact!
FACT: Handicap parking is a discrimination against the able bodied and mentally fit. Where is the anti-discrimination law for this huh?
I don’t think they understand that by making the able bodied, mentally fit, and…let’s face it, the only people who should be living on earth…walk further, they are creating a greater problem. What happens if while walking said person breaks every bone in their body? What happens when they sweat so much from the long journey that they pass out from dehydration? It’s clear that this was not considered when ‘the man’ created handicap parking. Perhaps, I’m just throwing this out there, if you’re handicapped, you shouldn’t be driving; or going anywhere for that matter.
Geesh! Thanks Obama…for nothing, yet again!
August 24, 2009
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The Past Few Days…..
I’ve been having so much fun lately. Things at home have been better, work has been great and I met someone who’s just absolutely amazing. She’s great to hang out with and…ah….I really enjoy hanging out with her. I’m not going to be lame and say she makes everything great but I’m feeling like me letting stupid people be stupid and focusing more on my life and making sure I’ve got all my ducks in a row is actually making things great. I hope you all are doing just as well.
August 16, 2009
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The weather outside is weather…
Man, it’s a beautiful day out. I had a great sleep last night and woke up uber refreshed. I turned on some Missy Elliot and then got ready to go over my folks which is where i’m at now. While I was leaving I saw a squrriel and a crow sitting right in front of each other, haha. It looked like they were saying, “Well, I didn’t expect to see you here. Um…..this is awkward” lol. I’ just really loving today and I hope you are too.
August 15, 2009
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Those Days……..
You know them; they are those days you have where a smell, a feeling, or a song makes you remember something from the past. It’s weird because when you get in it you feel this, I dont know, I guess amazing sense of happiness. I’m sitting in my car with the windows down and everything about this day just reminds me of a moment with my friend, Dustin. not a particular one but just a moment. Ah, I love this feeling.
August 11, 2009
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Gotta Love It……
I must say, it is great to have friends you can just kick it with and have no drama. I’m sitting here watching I love you Man with my bud Dustin and i so love him.
Treasure great friends!
August 7, 2009
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Getting Rid of Useless Matter
It’s a sad thing when you find that when everyone was telling you that a friendship you had was toxic you shoed them away. Well, I learned by continuing the friendship. I have removed myself from it and find myself a marvelous being now. Perhaps blinders work differently that once thought.
Nevertheless, always remember……if they are constantly saying they aren’t perfect and it comes after them making horrible decisions….get rid of them while you can. In the words of Regina Spektor, “Be afraid of the lame, they’ll inherit your legs”!
