February 2012
1 post
:-(
And this is that moment where I feel like “Fuck, I’m a loser, I’m unsuccessful, I need to succeed, and I’m a vagabond! I NEED to do better so that I stop failing and start……living on my own.
January 2012
1 post
I Can, you CAN'T!
I feel myself just saying “You know what? You have messed up so much more so back off!” Then, before I can say anything, I realize “you’re sensitive because they’re not stoping. DON’T be a hypocrite. !”
So here I sit, taking what’s being “dished”. Ugh…..
December 2011
2 posts
Theory of an English Woman
I’ve nearly 30 songs, wafting about my mind right now. All in different vanes, tempos, and instrumental masterpieces. This….this vision I have is so hard to stop, man. I feel like I’m in this….this creation bubble you know? Like I’m using creativity at it’s fullest. I’m vibrating, salivating, and entertaining the fact that this might be what it feels like...
A Lesson on Fear
It attacks slowly; it sneaks under your red flag radar and continues to dig into an already too powerful paranoia of missed experiences. Before you know it, you’ve developed a fear of something and a complex to go with it. Now you’re stuck; now you only see what you cannot do and why you cannot. You begin blaming everyone and everything for your fear.
This is my question: who says...
May 2011
1 post
August 2009
8 posts
Absolute Fact!
FACT: Handicap parking is a discrimination against the able bodied and mentally fit. Where is the anti-discrimination law for this huh?
I don’t think they understand that by making the able bodied, mentally fit, and…let’s face it, the only people who should be living on earth…walk further, they are creating a greater problem. What happens if while walking said person...
The Past Few Days.....
I’ve been having so much fun lately. Things at home have been better, work has been great and I met someone who’s just absolutely amazing. She’s great to hang out with and…ah….I really enjoy hanging out with her. I’m not going to be lame and say she makes everything great but I’m feeling like me letting stupid people be stupid and focusing more on my life...
The weather outside is weather...
Man, it’s a beautiful day out. I had a great sleep last night and woke up uber refreshed. I turned on some Missy Elliot and then got ready to go over my folks which is where i’m at now. While I was leaving I saw a squrriel and a crow sitting right in front of each other, haha. It looked like they were saying, “Well, I didn’t expect to see you here. Um…..this is...
Those Days........
You know them; they are those days you have where a smell, a feeling, or a song makes you remember something from the past. It’s weird because when you get in it you feel this, I dont know, I guess amazing sense of happiness. I’m sitting in my car with the windows down and everything about this day just reminds me of a moment with my friend, Dustin. not a particular one but just a...
Gotta Love It......
I must say, it is great to have friends you can just kick it with and have no drama. I’m sitting here watching I love you Man with my bud Dustin and i so love him.
Treasure great friends!
Getting Rid of Useless Matter
It’s a sad thing when you find that when everyone was telling you that a friendship you had was toxic you shoed them away. Well, I learned by continuing the friendship. I have removed myself from it and find myself a marvelous being now. Perhaps blinders work differently that once thought.
Nevertheless, always remember……if they are constantly saying they aren’t perfect...
So here we go....again!
This is yet, another attempt to stay up on a blog website. I find at certain times I grow weary of writing and days, weeks, months, and years pass and I find myself surfing the internet; what do I happen upon? An old blog of mine. I read it and think to myself, “WOW! I’ve come a long way. I can’t believe I was upset about that.”
Well the past is the past and I now find...